Thursday, December 6, 2007

Obsessed

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There are people who would say I am a bit over the top when it comes to my Christmas tree. That I really don't need to take 2 or 3 days to put it up, with meticulous detail and order. I do not order my life like I do my tree.

I have mentioned that I am behind, my tree is usually up the weekend after Thanksgiving. So putting it up this week is way behind schedule but there is no way I could just throw it up without the attention to detail that it deserves.


The tree itself went up last night, and most of the lights. I got to the end of the last strand and was a bit short, but seeing as I had already used about 10 strands I knew I could rearrange a bit and there would still be plenty. I figured I would finish that up a
fter work today. Lights, garland, glass icicles, glass ball ornaments, and then every other little thing. I must do it in order.

The lights were arranged to perfection, I did the blur test - looking at the tree with squinched up eyes to see only the lights - gives me a good idea if they are spread out more or less equally. Beautiful.

I was putting on the garland and without even a how-do-you-do - the lights went out. Every. last. one. I had a small heart palpitation but (in denial) decided I would continue with the garland and by the time I was done with that - all the lights would come back on by themselves. Uh huh, because things work that way for me, don't they?

When the lights did not come on again, magically, I did what I do instead of throwing a fit of some sort. I ignored it. I sat down and made a few snowflakes, watched some TV. The lights were still out. I was not doing Lamaze breathing yet. That would have meant I was acknowledging the problem.

Walking around the tree randomly shaking a strand of lights here and there didn't work so I did what made sense to me. I took the garland off knowing in my heart of hearts that the lights would spring to life again as soon as I finished that task. Of course I was not willing to think about the fact that once they came back on - it could happen again once I got all the ornaments on and the tree decorated to my exacting standards.


So, when nothing I did worked and contemplating throwing the tree out into the snow didn't quite seem to fit the situation, after all, I am an adult, I deal with a problem right? Of cou
rse I do! I decided to make everything better by doing something I do quite well. Put it off until tomorrow. For the moment - I took a picture or 2 and made blog fodder out of it.

I don't want to think about what I might have done if I had allowed myself to dwell on this turn of events much longer. This way - I have effectively distanced myself from it and have soothed myself as well.


Neurotic much? Not me!!

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7 Comments:

MsCatCalls said...

Looks like Puss enjoyed herself anyway , she reminds me of our Kitty , they can be demons the tortoiseshells but this one looks an Angel ....???
Good Luck with the Tree later x

palette48 said...

I don't have any of my decorations up or even got my Christmas tree so you are way ahead of me. I decided to wait until my son comes home from school next week. I have videotaped my boys every year since they were small, decorating the tree so I guess I want to keep the tradition going. Well, I hope you get the lights working again!

Stimey said...

Good luck with the lights. Gorgeous picture of the kitty!

Maddy said...

I'm way behind too. May this weekend?
Cheers


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useless_rambler said...

Generally speaking, I'm a bit neurotic when it comes to my tree, too. At least I used to be. We're supposed to tackle that task today, since the kids are here (not their weekend with their dad). I just tried to convince them that the ceramic table-top tree would be just adorable!!! (They won't be here for Christmas this year, so I'm a little Bah-humbug!) They didn't buy it.

I'll find the spirit as soon as the boxes come out of storage... I always do!! :)

Pawhealer said...

ooo, the cat looks happy, thats all that counts right?

Thanks for keeping me in mind when you see hunky bloggers...ya never right?

I think that guy you pointed out to me is from Oregon. I like the term you used "good habits"...gave me a good chuckle.

Love the picture of the cat, he looks so pretty laying in your decorations...

D-Boo said...

I concur. FYI, I made that picture of Abby my background on my computer. =)